Imprison-me-forever

I'm yours for the taking, Just take a chance, Let's break this cycle, And end this trance, You say you love me, And act like you care, But we're stuck it a standoff, A desprate affair, If love isn't felt, Then just set me aside, But this wayward daughter, Has feelings she can't hide, So no more touches, And no more tears, This once innocent girl, Is wise beyond her years.

Life seems to be more complicted then ever, and with my past resurfacing sometimes I wonder how much I can take. Heart-break. Betrayel. Lies. There's just so much one person can take before they crack. After a year and a half of endless pain, I finally seem to have gotten over my old crush. But life seems to love curve balls, and now I'm trown into yet another situation the same as the last. He's the same. Personality. Ego. Confidence. All of it. Same persona. Different wrapper. And to be honest, I don't want to like him. But my heart betrayes me, and my mind goes foggy whenever he's around. Oh how I wish my heart had an off switch.

I'm a simple girl. Really I am. I have simple needs in life. So why is it everything is so complicated. Friends are becoming enemies, enemies like family, and family like a curse. Escape is the only thing this poor and simple girl can think of, but the only escape is leaving. Leaving my home and everything I'm so accustome to. The thought of it frightens me to the point I've had nightmares about it. All of which end in tragedy. Things are moving at light speed, and poor simple Catie can only do so much to keep up. What's an overwhellmed and simple girl to do, when her world is tiped upside down? And what if she has to do it, all on her